Stress.
It's bad for the heart and your body in general.
Causes of Stress:
Jobs.
Some are good some are bad. Try having three.
College.
It's bad for the procrastinating, too busy to think, can't say no type. (Me)
Family.
This can be a positive stress or a negative stress. My negative is that anyone with a shared DNA with me is at least a 3 1/2 hour radius from me.
Friends.
New friends and old friends. They are all amazing but it isn't fun when you never see half of them because you are too busy and live too far away.
Boyfriends.
It sucks being so far from you. I love you.
Being a Girl.
We get emotional, we cry, we complain, we eat our feelings, we spend too much money, we have babies, we worry about our clothes and about our hair, we over think things, we have days when we feel fat, etc.
Having a Flat Tire.
It makes my day when I go outside to my car and see my tire is deflating. Why can't we just have flying vehicle's like the Jetsons?
Computers.
I found out last night I have 6GB of memory left on my hard drive before my computer is full. bahhhhh!!!!
Money.
Gas, apartment, internet, electric, h20, new photo equipment, food, a new tire for my car, Christmas, the list could go on forever...
Faith.
Its so hard to put God in everything you do. I am a selfish human being who thinks too much about herself. I need to work on it starting now.
So if you haven't guessed it already, the common stresses of live are killing me this week! I hate stress and I just want a long vacation. Christmas break is slowly approaching and I cannot wait much longer.
If I could be doing anything at all right now it would be me trapped in a room with canvas walls so I could paint. Nothing relaxes me more than painting.
Sorry for venting dear readers. God is with me and I know he will help me get through this.
-Sarah
-Sarah
3 comments:
Oh, Sarah. I love you so much. I know that you feel like you're about to tear apart at the seams, but I promise everything will be okay. I also know it's hard to have complete faith in God when you feel like this . . . because as humans, we're naturally independant. We think we should be able to fix all of our own problems, make ourselves feel better and fix things ourselves. It's hard for us to let go of the control we think we have over our lives and give everything completely to Him. We just have to try our best to not worry about things, to not let stress get us down to the point of no return and have faith in the One Being that cares more about us than anyone ever will. I'm sure this is only to make you more prepared for when you have a big photography business in Lawrence or somewhere even bigger.
Remember if you ever need to talk, or vent or cry or laugh, I'll always do my best to be here for you. No matter when or where. KAY?!?!?!?!?!?
Rooms with canvas walls also usually have coats with sleeves that tie behind you! You need the outside world to inspire you with Gods creativity so you can paint!
Your "other mother" :)
I love you!
Bri
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